Wednesday, 4 July 2007

work, meeting and people.

Hello!

Still searching the idea to create a new blog. I just came back from work and meeting. So tiring and sleepy! I feel like to sleep in the office. My head is spinning now as i tried to catch up the time for meeting at 4pm today. I am still on the bikes at 4pm! Haha! My brother sent me to the destination with the high speed and i feel like to fly sitting behind. The destination is in Tuas while i am from Changi. The weather was hot and it really makes my head spinning and dizzy. The meeting is so short and not even reaches 10 minutes and we dismissed. I thought what so important to talk about and it is just a small matter to me and i have knew it already. Never mind, maybe went there for acquaintanceship only. Hehe.

Hmm...i was with a colleague and we went home together before we apart in the middle of our journey. He told me that to be known by people and higher position people, we must be talkative in meeting people. Hmm... i think for a minute and ask myself, if i talk and ask a dozen of questions which i have understood. I better keep quiet. If i try to give an idea, i will start to talk and babbling. Different people have different opinion. So why we must do the thing that we don't like to? Am i right?

What ever it is. I really have a different notion with this colleague. I just being quiet for a couple of minutes to respect him as an old man than i start to argue with him. I am a serious and not easily laugh and smile to people. But, it all depends on the situation and time for sure.

But for now, i am very happy cos i am at home and got rest peacefully....

Tuesday, 5 June 2007

No matter what, I thank to God.

Now i have learned from my mistakes. I'm sad..how come the exam questions are so easy and yet can't do well...?? It's just because of last minute preparation!! Now i have learned... and i don't want to repeat my mistake for the second time. I'm just lazy!! That's what I can describe why I study for my exam in last minute. Like someone says "If you want to succeed and get better marks, you must prepare from now and early. Don't wait till tomorrow is exam and tonight we rush and struggle on the subject". At first I don't believe this. After I have going through and get the results twice, now i realized my mistake..

Well, someone might say, I didn't study and yet can get good marks. How? Haha! Maybe she/he is such an intelligence, "brilliant but lazy"! Familiar with this words?
We just can't emulate what this intelligence did if this kind of people exist in this world.

No matter what, now i got the grades already and I can't return back to amend and rectify my grades. And I thankful to God for giving me passed in exam and i hope the knowledges what I have learned in school can contribute to society.





Saturday, 14 April 2007

Oh my exam...

I'm very sleepy now cos recently i've been very busy with workload and study for exam. I just reached at my workplace. I've to work on Saturday. *sigh*. Yesterday i got exam and started study for exam just 3 hours before it starts. What i've answered in the exam all are in my own words, my own view, my own opinion. Haha. Goreng2...

I don't know whether it is a correct answer. Not even know whether it is relevant to the question. I just wrote it down what has in my mind..blown out everything in my head onto the paper. And now my head a bit lighter. LOL. First time i finished up my exam fast, the time shows 9pm sharp and i handed in my exam paper. And relieved after out of the class..... No target of getting A for exam but at least passed it is okay for me.






Tuesday, 3 April 2007

my first day job

Today is my first day of my new job..very tiring...i never felt like to sleep in the mrt. But today very sleepy even though i listening to my ipod..but i try hard to not sleep in the mrt. Very ugly.. The job quite okay and i like the job because it is relevant to my course study but i think the lead time is too long for me. From here need to take feeder bus to bedok interchange then from bedok interchange take mrt to jurong east and take bus again to the workplace. If i got driver, or got car..
bestnya..!! But still tiring. Feel guilty because someone recommended this job to me..so sorry Miss 'S'. I cannot comment further..not nice i know...honestly overall the job good. It just lead time prob here..haiz. It also because i study+work. So the tiring double. Furthermore, I will not stop at diploma level only but will continue further...so...how long i can stand with the job that always hectic and busy with my study and projects. I think if i just work and not study i can catch up. Additionally, my dream is to continue study oversea but i can't predict my future.. just see with the flow.. when i am thinking back, it's like i am travelling around the region. From Bedok to Jurong then to Somerset. Every Saturday also needs to go to work..

Now, i think other way round...

No worried..i try to bear it...Uhh, stop Siti! why complain? =()

Saturday, 17 March 2007

VERY bored

Today I'm not going to work because tomorrow morning i got SCM exam. Now the time shows 6.47pm and i haven't finish study with my notes. (if i study one whole book, i believe it takes time and no time for me to squeeze all in my head). Still 14 pages to go...worried...I'm sleepy but i can't sleep. My whole body exhausted but i just can't rest. Time is consuming. But, i still wasting my time doing this blog. haha. Just wanted to rest my mind and express my feelings through this blog. After this hopefully i got energy to continue study. 8.45pm and 11pm has EPL matches that i must watch. I know some of you must be thinking weird as i am a girl who love to watch football. Who cares about other people may think? Who cares if people say that is is not worth to watch. Who cares!!! Different people different interests what...i even don't care why they like to watch this watch that...i never complain!!! Who cares..
I LOVE it! Especially when it comes to my all-time favourite team, Chelsea!
I like to watch other team too such as AC Milan, Barcelona and Real Madrid.




Don't worry i will try my best to score in exam. But, i can't guaranteed that i can get good marks because i can't predict what i will be tomorrow. Just scared if suddenly i get mental block. Haha.